Nobody comes here anymore D:

Alas,spring break is here!......so is bordom,I should do something special to keep this away.

Ugh!!The entire basement is being fixed,it SMELLS here,it stinks!!!>< I don't even know why I still live here.I should move to my dad's place for the sake of me.It's dust infested here,I'm quite allergic,and,again, I DON'T know WHY I still want to live HERE.My dad's place is clean, and basically I get everything I need yet I still choose to stay with my mom in her basement over my dad's.I DON'T KNOW WHY AND IT FRUSTRATES ME GOSH!!!! X[]

Let see,3 weeks ago I went to a concert.My first concert ever and it rocked!!It's not my favorite band or anything but I do like some of their songs, they are My Chemical Romance!Bought a shirt and that's it.XD It was awesome.-w-

Currently depressed.I wonder how long will it last.No I'm not EMO,I don't enjoy cutting myself,much less even START to on purpose.I got the confusion between angst and emo.I'm angsty.-_-'"

I should take some extracurriculars.Lessons that interest me.But I don't know what.Gosh being a teenager sometimes suck.I wonder if it's too late now...

Oh wow.So boring.I don't know what else to type about.Laaaaame.Now I know why almost nobody reads this anymore.*sigh*

I.HATE.MYSPACE.

Salad out.

Currently Gaming Final Fantasy XII By Square Enix see related

Carelessness

Still a little angsty as usual...=|

Not much has been going on here.Man,I basicly don't update here anymore.>< Don't know why.I guess I'm tired typing entries about...life,specifically mine.However,I do update my deviantArt account.=] I LOVE DA!!>w<

Gotta new cell phone!And new number.>< Great,now I gotta tell everyone my new cell number and add everyone's number into my phone book.Not-to-mention-but-I-will,I gotta watch out how long I talk on the cell,I PAY BY THE MINUTE NOW!!!X[]Yarr!!

That's all for now.Still have that habit of updating in the middle of the night.XD *sigh* I need to shapin' up.My emotions just get in the way.

P.S. my cell is 415-690-5992

Whatever..!

Well,I must say this is just the BEST way to start a holiday.My fun day is completely ruined,and right before it started.Man,I'm so frickin pissed off.(frustration+anger=sadness)>=[

So, today I was planning to watch Eragon with some of my friends from HS.One of them told me to meet her at her dad's store.Guess what.She COMPLETELY DITCHED ME.It's like she doesn't care what happens to me,and MY FEELINGS.I like called her a lot of times and when she finally picks up she's all like 'oh,it's my dad's fault for not waking me up',WTH!?Don't blame your dad for what you just did to me!YOU COULD HAVE CALLED ME!!!!For saying that you weren't going to be at the store.But no!I was worried that if I left you I would be hurting your feelings,IRONIC!!And when I finally called back you were at another store having FUN with our other friends WITHOUT me.Not waiting for me to come back.

Yes.Don't worry about me.I'll be alright.Yeah,just go on,be happy,and have fun with all the rest of our friends WHO ARE ALREADY THERE.You don't have to care about how I feel,just as long as you're having fun.This goes for everyone else with who were there,leave and have fun without me.

Even right now I'm crying.Crying because I was worried about her feelings.Crying because I'm left out of the group.Crying because I CARE TOO MUCH.I guess people really DON'T care.Maybe I should stop caring,at all,too.But I can't because it's not like me.They apologized.Said sorry for what ever they did to make me upset.But somehow it wasn't enough.Even if I had told them why I'm upset I would have broke down in tears in front of eveyone.Embarrassing.So I left them.Left them to their own fun.Boy,I sure hope they had a good time.Sounded like they did.Good for them.

And yet.I feel so regretful.To think I was planning to have a great day with everyone,this happens,and I leave back home for the rest of the day.

Someone out there hates me mommy.Oh wait.

She doesn't care too.

I bet throughout the day my friends were too busy having fun to worry about me.I guess I forgive them.I just wish they would do something other than saying sorry.Like hug me and say sorry and UNDERSTAND how I felt.I always thought friends were people who,at least,cared about each other's feelings.After what happened today,I don't know anymore.Did I pick the right friends?

My eyes are itchy.I'm going to wash it off.

Currently Reading Death Note, Vol. 1 (Death Note (Graphic Novels)) By Tsugumi Ohba see related

This Is How I Disappear

HAPPY BELATED THANKSGIVING!!!

I feel...so dazed~~! zwz

Weeee!!I'm at my aunt's house.X3 So bored tho.I have homework too,lol(what's there to laugh bout?).It's nice here.

Lets see...Tuesday I had like my second sleepover since 3rd grade.It was cool.^^ Watched a few episodes of House,since my friend was obsessed wid it.Next Tuesday's ep seems interesting.Maybe I should watch.-w- My friend also just LOVES My Chemical Romance.o_o And gave me like 3 of their CDs.I like the Black Parade the most.

I feel like I'm in some kind of dream.Like everything I do seems like...nothing.Like I'm the main character but I'm not.Who's the main character then?How am I part of the story?...shoot,the Matrix!!

Nuuu!!;_; School's coming already!Can't wait till Christmas.Oh no!!PRESENTS!!!!I haven't thought of a wishlist yet.I will....eventually.-w-

*sniff*I haven't gotten any comments recently.Xanga's becoming a bit boring for me.I just go on to stalk my friends.-w-

Started reading Death Note too.It's really interesting.I can see why SO many people like reading the series.Also heard that a movie's coming out,or something like that.I would like to watch that too.>w<

Ok.Now I must go back to play with my two lil cousins.Byes~!

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!>XD

Ahh.Such a pity I'm not gonna be anything for Halloween this year...again.-w- It's sounds exciting this time.Eh maybe next year.Anyway,wow.I put up the Halloween theme for my xanga pretty late.XD But since I'm so lazy I think I'll leave it up throughout November too.=P Man,this song is soooo cool!!>XD I don't know but it's a catchy song to me.(hahahaaa!!)And yes I'm aware it's from The Nightmare Before Christmas.=]

Ok.My English teacher's no longer pissing me off.I actually like her class,except the homework(-_-),cause I ACTUALLY learn something new(oh wow...).Bio teacher...gives a lot of crap for homework as well as projects.It's.Just.Work.

*yawn*So bored.I wanna buy a new game.-w-

I've been so random and out of character these past 2 days.I hope I didn't annoy anyone.

I love staying up late.It's a habit,unfortunately.

This week I learned I have a Napoleon Complex.=D...tall people,watch out.]=D

Wee!!I'm a loss cause. :D

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Yah...that's all I need to say...really...*grins*=D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!